I’m everything I am…

The past 7 months of mixed emotions had gone so fast - and tomorrow will be our eight month.

Looking back on how we started - I just can’t help myself but smile.

The questions we have in our minds.. the uncertainties.. of letting go and of new beginnings.. the laughter and the tears.. the pain.. of holding on to each other.. every single thing that we shared brought us to this journey never end.

With all the ordeals we’ve been through - the idea of a happy-ever-after relationship has been out of my mind for quite sometime. But you never gave up on me.

You reached for my hand, lifted me up - when I was feeling miserable. You stayed by my side - when all I wanted was to be alone. You were there to lend an ear when there’s so much I wanted to say to the world. You’ve been my shoulder at my worst times. You stood up for me - when myself was falling into pieces.

♪♪You were my strength when I was weak.You were my voice when I couldn’t speak. You were my eyes when I couldn’t see.You saw the best there was in me.

Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach. You gave me faith ‘cause you believed. I’m everything I am. Because you loved me♪♪

I remember when you told me that we always have a choice - and my choice is, to walk in the path of happiness - with YOU - and with that tiny being in me.

The first time we heard his heartbeat was just surreal. I was happy but I felt like crying at the same time. Every single move he makes.. his morning pinches that makes us tickle.. every strong kick he does.. whenever he responds to your voice and touch - EVERYTHING this tiny being is capable of doing inside his mother’s womb makes me realize that it’s all worth it.

As the world awaits for your coming, Bien and I will also grow into the kind of individuals you’d be someday proud of. We promise to raise you well.. to provide you, not just in the material aspect but moreover - our love, care and protection. We will guide you - every step of the way. You’re gonna be someone that anyone would love to have.

As for Bien, stay strong. I need you - we need you as we go through this journey. I may have been in denial and depression before - but I never regretted choosing you. Every moment we spent together was special in its own way. Every mistake is a lesson for us to learn. And every laughter is something for us to reminisce at times when we feel down. This won’t be an easy journey to take but as long as we’re together, as long our love is beyond being dictionary-defined, we CAN and we WILL be able to overcome everything.

*Happy 8th monthsary Hon! We made it! We’re past the 7-month itch! Cheers! I love you more each day and I know I will never get tired of feeling the same way over and over again.*

-xoxo-